Angel of Hope

Today is the annual Angel of Hope get together for those who have lost a child. This will be my third time going. It seems so surreal. How can it be almost 3 years since Casey went onto her next journey ? It doesn't seem possible, but it has been..

I usually write a letter and leave it with her candle at the Angel of Hope , this year I don't think I'm going to leave her a letter there.

The seasons have changed  , time has moved on and yet as much as I love spring , I don't like it coming anymore because it reminds me of her leaving. She loved the seasons changing so much, she even loved the snow , and said you had to see it to appreciate the beauty of the snow. She could watch it snow for hours..

Today will be the first time Ive gone to the Angel of Hope Candlelight Vigil and not had snow on the ground. For that I am thankful because it wont be as cold as it usually is.. and yet sad because the Angel looks so beautiful with the snow..

I heard this song this morning on a blog this morning , and it reminded me of Casey so very much and her love for the seasons..  I think she would have to be Spring. She was born in the spring , she died in the spring. She always said spring was a time for new beginnings and for rebirth. I believe she was right.